New Photos! =D

hello all! I've just updated my photoflick with NEW photos! xD although, it might not be as exciting as you people think it would be, but yeah. This is me. LOL =x

so ENJOY!

Totally tired! just feels like don have de energy. its like, i know i need to learn. i wan to learn. but because of the tireness, i just tend to slack. doesnt want to go and figure out the new stuffs. just wan to stick with wat i know. its bad you know. cos this way you wont ever improve urself in this fast moving world.

but yeah, i am really tired, physically. i need to go sleep early. should not "drift" so much. but i cant help it. i just tend to drift with my feelings. tend to do things that are relaxed and fun. just like for piano, i just wan to play it with my feeling. like "playing" the piano you know. so yeah..

this is giving me headaches, cos its like i cant "control" myself. but i'm trying my best! so bear with me! there are times which i can do it. the max time i can control myself is for 1 whole week! yeah, you think that its little but hey! its ALOT of effort for me ok. imagine me 1whole week no online games, straight piano everyday, then do hw. after that jiu sleep le. although msn still have, but its when in between breaks. for now, this is as far as i can go! i need to find back the feeling to allow me to stick to my pre-plans again. but yeah, JIAYOU!

i believe i can do it. and now, i really wan to study. cos i enjoy it! never thought study would be this fun, but yeah! i really enjoyed it! so now i gotto try to adjust myself to the "fix" plans everyday. but i can still have fun! just like in that week, i really did had fun. haha! xD jiayou ba peiyan! =D

LoVes,
-pEiyaN-