Life Is CRAZY! xD

life is really crazy man sometimes! in a good way i mean.. sch's hard.. i mean busy.. started practicing for my performance already! its fun~ xD no doubt! but also hard.. i almost gonna lost my voice at de end of de day @@ u know.. we're suppose to meet at 8.00 this morning.. but end up i couldnt wake up @@ pushed to 8.30.. in de end i 9 then reach.. is omg! T_T I"M SO SORRY! i was really tired! always woke up early but sleep late.. look at my blogging time @@ lols~ but also.. u know i was standing at de door in de mrt.. ppl keep on wan to walk in n out.. so i no choice & needed to move in n out of de mrt when in station.. end up.. when i reach lav.. i let all de ppl in n guess wat! no more space left for me.. =.= so i had to wait for de next train.. lols @@ but anyway.. special thanks to Stephen! THANKS ALOT for coming all de way to just help us with de harmonising! REALLY THANKS! i know u lack of sleep.. next time i'll be on time! T_T n really thanks for been on time =x ha~ but nevertheless, i hope its a fun day for u too! u laughed alot in my clubhouse =x

ya as i have been saying.. life is really hard.. AND crazy.. lols! sch is interesting.. but often had matters here n there for u so settle.. @@ sleep late wake early.. its sort of "against" my rules! isnt it? =x but i guess that is de state for now.. when i reach week 2, i think i will get more use to it! =D & hopefully i will work out my schedules nicely! =DD its hard & tiring.. but its worth it! =D

in another term.. i enjoy having my life been to de fullest! xD there is somethings here i show to share~ but then have to ask for permission 1st.. xD hehe~ =P

anyway! life is crazy man! but worth de try! xDD u will never know wats de ending.. unless.. u put ur whole life in it! =DD

LoVes,
-pEiyaN-

ps: sweet dreams my darling~ =D

WOOTS! =D

1st day of sch! i mean yst~ ha~ nothing much really.. was really feeling tired & draggie.. don really wan to go back sch.. but after been in de lessons~ it really changes my mind about going to sch! =D i love sch! xD

but.. lots of hw coming up.. @@ a revision test in week 2.. 9 may & 28 may.. i need to perform on stage.. its like only 3 weeks away to performing? omg! T_T n guess wat.. de timing for performance is only de "lunch break" time.. LOL! as in~ when de de pragrammes r done.. they having refreshment that time.. we play music for them.. LOL its background music na.. @@ but its no choice! still have to do it! =D not that i am complaining.. but i'm actually looking forward to it! =D we can do alot of things for de 2 performances ne! although it only act as a background.. but it really adds up to my experiences! =D

anyway~ enough about that! midi lessons are a overview of wat to expect this year.. had my 1st year 2 assignment.. that is create a little piece using loops.. spicer let us listen to 3 pieces that r created in this way.. n its really nice! i was really stunned & amazed! if i could do such things.. LOL =x anyway~ during music theory.. tin hee let us watch a video.. its a professor talking about music as a language.. its really interesting.. he uses mozart's sypmony 40 (S.H.E de bu xiang zhang da) as a exmple.. he plays really well! but.. bad thing is.. most of de time.. its only him talking & he uses ALOT of chim words.. n i was kinda.. sleepy that day.. so naturally.. i cant open my eyes.. @@ lols.. lucky~ tin hee broke down de words for us.. so we understood it better.. n now i find it really interesting! =D

today's remt lesson is fun too! xD we had a revision again.. then during practical.. we were taught a new music software.. Logic Pro.. de midi sounds in it really sounds good.. better than Cubase! ha~ n de software itself looks cool! but anyway~ after all that teaching.. tim let us listen to various music.. some r really cool! got a few is really happening man~ ha~ i only rmb got Beetles, Beck, Jypsy Kings & 2 more.. de songs are of different genes.. i'm exposed to more kinds of music! xD anyway~ my ears are more used to hearing different instruments in a song as solo.. lols its hard at 1st.. but i got use to it~ =D

last of all.. i miss u dear dear! T_T tml confirm BITE u! =x jokes~ ha! =x

to everyone out there~ jiayou on ur studies wor! especially those taking o lvls this year~ enjoy this study trip ya~ although its hard & long.. but if u work hard u're going to bear de healthest, most beautiful & most sweet de fruit! xD so JIAYOU!

LoVes,
-pEiyaN-

ps: I Love You~ =P

PHEW! =D

my room is in a messy state! =x anyone who come my house sure know~ haha! =P but then today~ me & my dad is going to arrange de furniture in my room.. it sure looks bigger now! =D n where de furnitures should put hor.. de ideas come from me! xD YEAH~ *so proud of myself~* =P

haha~ so now.. my room isnt that messy le~ & everything is more shun shou than last time~ my room also got much more bigger space =D yeah yeah! after lunch~ my dad is going to help me move de furnitures! xDD

cant wait for my room to be finish! =D

LoVes,
-pEiyaN-

ps. I Miss You~ =)

EMO-ING WEEK! o.o

i guess this week is de emo-ing week~ lols! everyone around me is abit emo here & there.. it makes me wan to cry with them also! T_T especially if that someone is emo too! T_T

u know~ there's 1 thing i hate about myself.. i often can tell wat is my friends feelings.. sometimes i just wish that i can switch that ability off.. only switch it on when needed.. lols! =x but as if Life will be that easy.. ha! anyway~ i don wan any of my friends to be sad! T_T nor emo! although we tend to be EMOtional.. but then.. emo is not de main word here ok~ emotional then is! =x so~ Be Strong GUYS! (& gals) =x Pull It Through! =D

i often console my friends when their down.. i thought i could handle these things well.. but oh well~ somethings are just wrong! =x i still cant handle some emotions well! lols~ @@ but i'll be trying my best! =D don emo ok~ cos i will emo with u de.. especially de 1 who say i cry he will go tiao lou oh.. =x if u emo de hua~ don know who is "tiao lou" ing~ haha! no la.. I Will Be By Ur Side Always ok~ rmb our konayuki~ =D Promises of de Heart~ =D *HUG!*

life is still de same for me.. accept that my grandparents had gone back to china.. feeling abit lonely all of de sudden.. or should i say i'm not use to it.. de house use to be filled with ppl.. but now.. only left me & my doggies during de day.. in de night.. my parents are too tired from work.. my house hen leng qing le wor.. i miss them! T_T also~ my parents are working hard.. all i could do is take good care of de dogs & don let them worry.. so now~ i'll try my best to come home early, always walk de dogs! (a promise!), feed them, bath them, try to get my room tidy =x (well i will try! =x) & lots of other things.. of cos! for u as well~ i will take care of myself! =D so dont u worry~ i wont be as lonely nor tired.. cos i know u will be by my side too! =D

at least now~ i'm not alone anymore.. i have my friends.. my family.. n most of all u! =D i am complete! xDD well fiona~ don worry about me leaving u! i wont~ i don know how to say this.. cos i know that no matter how i say it.. u will feel in-secure.. thus! let me prove it to u~ =D trust me! n to all my other friends too~ =D all of u had a little part of my heart.. so! don think i will take it back ok~ cos i have little pieces of UR hearts! & it fills up my holes! =D same to u! u have de biggest piece of all! =D (besides my family that is.. all of urs are equal ok!) so~ let time do de talking~ =D

Love U ALL~ Especially U~ =D *MUACKS!* =P

LoVes,
-pEiyaN-

Well~ Just Dropping By~

ha~ nothing much ba these days.. life still de same.. except for a few friends ba.. some of them are quite down.. i hope they will cheer up soon! =D

learning Konayuki, piano version~ =D i know how to play de 1st page le! xD but abit slow na.. =.= n its a sad song! T_T i will start watching 1 litre of tears le.. anyone know where i can watch ma? if not i go borrow vcd le~ i think i will cry from beginning to de end nor.. T_T

dear dear nic~ jiayou for all ur test wor! =D n hor don over work urself ya~ miss u! =D see ya on sat! =D

LoVes,
-pEiyaN-

HELLO Everyone~ =D

nothing much is happening these few days.. everything is de same ba.. except for some sweet stuff here n there~ =P well i'll update about that soon ba.. haha! =P anyway~ life is normal.. not really busy or also not as slack.. piano is still my daily activity! xD yeah~ manage to sustain my "fever" for that.. ha! =D

super happy na! me & esther as more close le.. haha~ our friendship bloom! =D then then~ also happy to help out in sch activities.. everytime gather with them will have alot of xiao hua de.. LOL =x laughters everywhere~ haha! also~ not to forget de little sweet stuff with me n nic~ =P

sch's reopening soon.. but other than that everything is settled ba.. whatever de case.. i just have to deal with it.. but i'm glad i have friends who will stood by me~ n of cos.. i MUST especially THANK nic~ for all those sweet little stuff that he had done.. haha =D

n THANKS ALOT MY FRIENDS! =D REALLY APPRECIATE EVERYTHING THAT U"RE HAVE DONE FOR ME =D it will be rmbed ALWAYS~ xD

oh btw.. i was scanning through my e-mail when i received some funny 1s.. lols~ shall post a few here ba.. hope it doesnt bored u ne =x

ENJOY! xD

60 Things That Gals Don Know About Guys... (GUYS~ tell me how true is this)

a) Guys HATE sluts even though they have sex with them! oh yeah..you're not 'popular' if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE

'b) Hey, are you busy?' or 'Are you doing something?' ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.

c) Some guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

d) Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

e) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

f) Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

g) Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

h) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

i) Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

j) Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend. Guys get jealous easily.

k) Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

l) Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?!..uh...nevermind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

m) Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

n) Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.

o) Girls are guys' weaknesses.

p) Guys are very open about themselves.

q) It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.

r) Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

s) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

t) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

u) Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

v) Guys will brag about anything.

w) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful.If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.

x) No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

y) Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

z) Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

1) Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

2) Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

3) Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.

4) Try to be as straightforward as possible.

5) If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

6) If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

7) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

8) When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, 'Please come and listen to me.'

9) Guys don't really have final decisions.

10) If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

11)If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

12) When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

13) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

14) Guys like femininity not feebleness.

15) Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

16) A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

17) Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

18) Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.

19) Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

20) Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

21) If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.

22) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

23) A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

24) No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

25) Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.

26) We don't like girls who are too skinny.

27) We love it when girls talk about there boobs.

28) Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like wheather it's a one time deal or not ....

29) Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours...

30) When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

31) Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..

32) Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...

33) Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times.

34) When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

ok~ i think this is way too long le =x so.. lets jsut stop here.. haha xD

LoVes,
-pEiyaN-