New Day!

tired. slept at 2plus yst. @@ head is spinning now. tonight better sleep early ar! 10pm off light. LOL =x but, we all know its impossible, not really impossible just that maybe surfing net or play maple until over time. LOL =x well, thats me. =P

guess wat! i'm playing maple as i type this. LOL. the ship is still taking dam long to fly from orbis to vic == oh well, but still, its a game! suppose to be fun. ha! =D

life is good. messed up with hws though. finally handed in POD proposal today! xD just need to present on mon, then if de idea is accept, i can start doing de project! feel so excited! how many times do u get to do something u like. haha~ especially when its a sch project! xD but anyway, suddenly feel that there's alot to learn. its like, i'm still sooooooooooooooooo FAR from the ending. there are tons of stuffs still waiting for me. but while i'm on this learning journey, i need to take care of myself too. so NO MORE LATE NIGHTS! erm.. not quite possible at de moment. but i'm working towards this direction. =D good health = to good life. ha! xD

i wonder how is everyone. xiu lao po is at china for exchange prog. then jeremy's gf when to china for itp. alot of ppl i know is going overseas.then me ne? wat do i plan to do ar? i guess i'll start with locals. learn as much things as sg can offer me. threater studies is wat i am interested in. at the end of de day i think, i'm going overseas? i don know. but, no matter wat happens, sg is still where my half childhood is. i wont forget u guys! xD -hugggg all! real tight!-

LoVes,
-pEiyaN-

Backei? =D

27th Apr! Life changing history? haha. I AM BACK! woots! =x ya.. i know i said that i am back alot of times. =x but oh well.. u never knew what's gonna happen in ur life. you take a step and look.

well, times have been ok? things happened, you been through alot. that's life. =D wasnt as sad anymore. called me more "open-minded"? i just look at things differently now. or should i say with more "experience". =D oh i still love this song. ha! just opening my blog on another window & this song was playing while i typed this. i still love it. xD

gone back to the habit of writing again! sometimes, just too lazy to pen down my thoughts! =x i don like pens! or sitting down concentrating on writing at something or someone. =x i write when i feel. LOL! =x so the brain is my paper, my feelings, thoughts, 5 senses and everything else is my pen. =P

yep, so i want to revive this blog! i still love this blog! not sure how many people do actually visit my blog nowadays. =x i know it's not alot. i don't blame them =D but it doesnt matter that much anymore. i mean it still matters. because alittle part of me do wish that someone would actually read what i wrote here. but, a large of part me just want to write. for whoever wants to read or whatever reasons =x

u know, 1 of my hw is to write a dairy every week for at least 5 days. it was fun! xD noting down ur thoughts & what u see. no longer do u just aim at ur feelings. but u start to notice why u had this feelings, wat attract u to actually see wat is happening. =D i am more aware of de stuffs that happen around me. i use to look at small details, now i'm beginning to look at bigger pictures. n i believe soon enough i can see both =D big then zoom in on small! xD

sch's fun as always! assignments is rising == as always as well =x but it challengers me to be better. to gain more knowledge that wat i have now. its a good sign! =D learning is fun! i don wan to look back n regret. especially when i grew older n is working, i wan to cut out that sentence! studying is always de most fun. =x nah! -throw that sentence out of de window!- xD

alright! so much for now. i shall sign off!

God Bless everyone! =D

LoVes,
-pEiyaN-