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__xX SuGaR SweeTs Xx__



__xX BuTTerFlYs Xx__

Yo Everyone~! =D
SO =D to see u dropping by! Praise de Lord! xD
Enjoy ur stay here! =D God LOVES U! =D

LoVes, -pEiyaN-



__xX WiSHeR Xx__

Wisher♠ -pEiyaN- a.k.a JoYce
Lived♠ 20 years old
Gender♠ Female
Born♠ 18 March 1989
Stay♠ Bedok, Singapore
Study♠ Singapore Poly - Music & Audio Technology
E-mail♠ joyce__89@hotmail.com (2 underscores =P)

♪ attached to u Lord! =P ♪


__xX FaRieS Xx__

♥ AaRoN ♥
♥ ChRisLyN ♥
♥ CyNthiA & PeiLin♥
♥ EsTheR ♥
♥ FionA ♥
♥ FraNCinE ♥
♥ HuIzHuAnG ♥
♥ IaN ♥
♥ JazReeL ♥
♥ JiaJuN ♥
♥ JoaNNa ♥
♥ NiChoLaS ♥
♥ PinGSionG ♥
♥ ShuLaN ♥
♥ SieW GeoK ♥
♥ YanLinG ♥


__xX FairYDusT Xx__

♣ FiReFlYeS...

new links! nice songs, reflects my mood for the period i guess. what else can i say? enjoy! =D oh and the remix between lovestory and viva la diva is a MUST see!

♦ ViDeOs!
--Love to be Loved by You, by Marc Terenz--
--My Fate, by Anna Tsuchiya--
--Love Story and Viva La Diva, a remix--
--MMV: One Minute One Second, by Epik High--
--Phantom of the Opera Chinese--


__xX WiSHeS Xx__






__xX AnGeL's SonG Xx__

♫ Love To Be Loved By You ♫

♫ Mac Terenz ♫

♫ Awesome ♫

I can't believe I'm standing here
Been waiting for so many years and
Today I found the queen to reign my heart

You changed my life so patiently
And turned it into something good and real
I feel just like I felt in all my dreams

There are questions hard to answer, can't you see?

Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life?
Show me how can I show you
That I'm blinded by your light
When you touch me, I can touch you
To find out the dream is true

I love to be loved by you

You're looking kinda scared right now
You're waiting for the wedding vows, but
I don't know if my tongue's able to talk

Your beauty is just blinding me
Like sunbeams on a summer stream and
I gotta close my eyes to protect me

Can you take my hand and lead me from here please?

Yeah,yeah

Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life?
Show me how can I show you
That I'm blinded by your light
When you touch me, I can touch you
To find out the dream is true

I love to be loved
I need to be loved
I love to be loved by you

I know they're gonna say
Our love's not strong enough to last forever
And I know they're gonna say that we'll give up
Because of heavy weather
But how can they understand
That our love is just heaven-sent
We keep on going on and on
Cause this is where we both belong

Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life?
Show me how can I show you
That I'm blinded by your light
When you touch me, I can touch you
To find out the dream is true

I love to be loved
I need, yes I need to be loved
I love to be loved by you

Yes, I love to be loved by you



__xX LosT MaGic Xx__

May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
September 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
December 2009


__xX SpeCiaLS Xx__

Designer: [sugar_sweet_love]
Image: [fairy_princess]
Brushes: [loop_de_loop_brushes][butterfly_brushes]
[5_point_star_brushes]
Fonts:[dafont]
Title: inspired from [benspryncess]
Basecodes: some from [kynzgerl]


Thursday, May 31, 2007
BAKA ME! >.<
i just feel like i've been a baka all along! >.<
tml is 1st june le.. my dad going to court again.. it looks like de real time for sentence le.. I REALLY HOPE IT WILL NOT BE SO SERIOUS.. PLS LET IT BE LIGHT.. PLS PLS PLS! >.<
and the funny thing about it was that i'm like so baka about this.. this whole week didnt think about it.. until i realise finally its june 1st.. zzz.. i feel useless.. wat can i do to make everything right? my dad was like coughing all de way.. so sick.. my mum was worried.. along with my grandparents.. and my hw.. i do it in the night cos its more quiet.. i can think.. n i finish it le.. but got 1 more that don need to hand in so early de.. but to finish it i stayed.. but they "scolded" me.. say i always sleep so late.. this n that.. pls try to understand.. T_T
i really need someone by my side.. i really need de heaven to be by my side.. pls keep my dreams alive.. i feel like a walking zombie.. i don wan that! >.<
pls pls pls... send an angel down pls.. T__T i really need someone.. *tears* i wan my blessing..
rainbows above everything! ^^ cheer up~

ThE MaGic BeGinS... @
11:02 PM

LOLS! O.O
morning everyone! xD yst night so funny.. hahas.. experiment with quite a few effects for my blog yst night.. lols~ havent really found the one suitable yet.. so later on i'm gonna try again.. then my blog de words, tags and links should all be changed.. SOON.. lols!
my blog de effects abit difficult neh.. n i've disabled the right click on my blog.. so if u see anything nice.. pls ask from me.. don just copy paste.. lols! thanks.. but i think that wont apply yet la.. cos i havent really been putting pictures and all.. but i'll be creating photo albums if possible on the side.. so u not only get me text but also pictures.. LOLS!
at young hor.. i got a dream.. that is to creat a own website.. actual i wanted to do it with a friend de.. but then in the end didnt.. but i guess i can make my dream come true after all! xD ^__^ must support hor ppl! xD
anyway.. thats all for now.. i wan to go watch vcd first! hehe~ have a nice day! =D
rainbows above everything! ^^ cheer up~

ThE MaGic BeGinS... @
9:59 AM

Wednesday, May 30, 2007
HOME SWEET HOME! =D
PHEW! after one whole day, FINALLY reach home le.. hahas~ today was not very busy.. but fun! ET = ear training & MIDI was fun! xD
although i still woke up early this morning.. at 6! when to bath.. was REFRESHED! xD so not that tired.. plus i slept at 11 last night.. ya lor~ so finally i do get a good night's sleep~
anyway~ today's classes was FUN! xD using Cubase 4, a music software that allows u to creat music with all sorts of instruments, we are suppose to creat a music piece using the only element timbre.. Timbre is a very special element.. because its a element that allows our ears to distingush whether the note is from a piano or violin.. its all due to the harmonics that de note gave out.. am example is the note A.. its freguency is always 440Hz.. but the note A has harmonics.. that means that de note A does not only give out 440Hz and also got 880Hz, which is an octave higher, 1760Hz and so on.. of cos it can be lower also.. so u can actually hear different sounds when u hit the note A.. it applies for all other notes as well.. and that 880Hz, 1760Hz so on is called harmonics.. if u listen carefully it actual is there.. and Timbre is tone colour.. tone colour also means the harmonics.. so its like.. we can use grand piano, strings, tables.. anything that can produce a sound to make something.. Timbre is purely the notes or sounds.. it does not have any rhythm.. u hit de table n it gave u a sound right? that sound is timbre.. Timbre exploration is maingly on the different types of notes that can be created by different things.. which even includes ur voice! ^^
so bascially.. we are suppose to do that.. n i creat a funny piece! LOLS! but timbre music will sound weird to u when u first hear it.. cos it does not make any sense to ur ears, at first!, because u normally hear song with beats.. but timbre music don have.. i think i'll soon post a link to the timbre music and u can go listen! its weird.. but like me.. if u get use to it.. it actually make sense! xD
then maths lesson i'm very guai~ xD i do hw leh.. cos teacher let us finish our hw.. she not going to teach new subject.. plus i mention that hui zhuang is HIGH n LOW lor.. gin is busy watching anime.. hahas.. ^^
after class had bao & 3 fishballs for lunch.. LOLS! then was helping gin to change ur blogskin.. hard work! >.<
after lunch is my ET lesson.. SO FUNNY! xD teacher, jimmy, was explaining how we get our 12 notes, which includes semi-tones.. then he joke along the way.. and we tried a TOTALLY DIFFERENT scale! sounds weird at first.. but after a while.. IT MAKE SENSE! xD i'll post a link for u guys to hear it soon.. so its like.. MUSIC AREAS ARE REALLY BIG! there's lots to explore.. like Timbre.. a TOTALLY DIFFERNET SCALE.. and soon.. many more will come.. those interested can keep on coming back to read it! cos i'll be talking ALOT ALOT about music.. hahas..
I REALLY LOVE THIS COURSE MAN! xD everyone was great.. n the course was interesting.. plus i'm learning wat i wan to learn! wat can be more good then fulling ur dreams? JIAYOU JIAYOU EVERYONE! although it make seem very hard.. but i believe once u learn to love it.. U CAN DE! so YANLING JIAYOU! xD i really believe that u can do it de! cos u love bio ma.. hahas~
thats all for now! going to change my template le.. c ya soon~ xP
rainbows above everything! ^^ cheer up~

ThE MaGic BeGinS... @
8:18 PM

HAPPIE HAPPIE! xD
so happy neh! cos i finally find the cure to my blogger problems.. LOLS! xD by the way this update is done in sch.. cos today bring labbie to sch to let spicer check on my com.. cos i cannot do my e-learning on my labbie..
in morning de MIDI class.. i tried Cubase! xD music sorfware lai de.. so CUTE! lols~! then can creat alot of things.. hehe~ next time let u all hear.. then spicer help me check on my com.. finally can work le! xD but he solve it de "traditional" way.. LOLS! go into de programming part.. @_@ *blurr*
math class was seriously doing hw.. differentiation.. @_@ *blurr again* but once u get it its quite simple.. LOLS! then gin was there watching anime.. LOLS! so funny! hui zhuang gets high and low again.. LOLS! i was "busy" asking her how to do ma.. then she was also busy doing her hw.. she got stucked.. so was like.. "AHHH~ huh..." LOLS! nvm if u don get it.. cos i also don get wat i am writing.. lols~ funny jiu dui le.. hehe~
now is eating lunch.. eatin bao.. don really feel like eating anything else.. later still have ear training class.. n need to help gin do her blogskin.. lols~ thats all for now..
rainbows above everthing! ^^ cheer up~

ThE MaGic BeGinS... @
11:15 AM

Tuesday, May 29, 2007
REALLY STUPID ME.. =.=""
i just found out wats wrong with my blogger.. LOLS! and its because of some stupid silly mistakes.. =.="" DOTS! nvm.. anyway.. SO SORRY!!! >.<
these few days also quite busy.. got tons of hw to do.. today just had my first test.. on music theory.. conclusion.. FAIL! de teacher gave some questions that he didnt even teach b4.. everything have to be self-learned.. the only help he gave was a piece of paper.. with about 10 questions.. i was like.. HUH? @_@ lols.. n when i do the paper than i realise i had de wrong concept in mind.. oh well... =.= pray hard that i can pass! >.<
yst was also a busy day nor.. do hw until 11 plus.. pervious night is 12 plus.. so now is.. @_@ *spin spin spin* headache plus sleeping mood le.. LOLS! lucky i finish my hw le.. hehe.. so after i updated this.. i can go sleep le! xD
by de way i'm CHANGING MY BLOG LE~~ xD not changing de whole thing.. just adding in new stuff like music, all time favourites website & even a birthday box! ^^ so next time got any bithday updates u can always check back here.. plus the all time favourites website.. it will include anime websites & even youtube and things like that.. but not updating now la.. now i sleepy.. @_@ updating tml.. xD
thursday is holiday! enjoy ur holidays wor everyone! xD night night~
rainbows above everything! ^^ cheer up~

ThE MaGic BeGinS... @
9:56 PM

Thursday, May 24, 2007
FAN FAN FAN! >.<
today was REALLY BUSY! not only have school work but the "CME" project proposal is MAKING ME CRAZY! almost make me cannot meet ham for dinner.. but nvm la.. cos we still got meet in the end.. LOLS!
today whole day was doing the proposal.. chasing after ppl for all the missing details.. and i realise i suddenly have to write everything in "LONG" form.. like de de.. must to write as the.. abit not use to it.. LOLS! but nvm la.. cos proposal ma.. once in a while only.. LOLS!
busy with hw & bascially sch stuff.. i suddenly found out that, i cannot concentrate when i listen to music.. lols.. for today only lor.. don know why.. anyway.. FINALLY! de rpoposal IS DONE! ^___^ MUHAHAHAS~ edited the proposal quite alot of times lor.. from the start of it to the end of it.. the proposal me n my group wrote have changed quite alot.. miss erica edited alot.. lols.. and she put in the e-mail that she had edited WHOLE LOTS about de proposal.. she actually also put it in bold.. LOLS! *scared!* >.<>
this evening went to meet ham.. have a wonderful talk with her.. I ALWAYS KNEW I CAN COUNT ON HER! *HUGGIES!* ^^ n so sorry.. i almost couldnt make it tonight.. >.< *BANG WALL!* i recover from long lost comics (Rurouni Kenshin) from her.. lols! we ate bunger king for dinner.. but don know why don really have de wei kou to eat.. then i told me n teck de story n my family problems.. then we joke.. LOLS! took photos.. but not nice.. SO DELETED IT ALL! lols.. but at de mrt go home at time got take la.. hehe~ xP b4 we leave bunger king i told her ghost stories.. LOLS! then she told me 28 weeks something.. its a movie.. where its about zombies.. lols! the story line was not bad.. but it was.. erm.. SICK! the zombies ate de ppl ALIVE! T__T *ahh~~* *RUN!* then the ghost story i told her was scary nor.. i heard it from weizhi de.. its about a couple.. have a fight or something like that.. then de gal sucide.. jump down from building.. one day de boy receive a msg.. saying that de gal will come back n find him.. then de boy is very scared.. he went to de prist and ask wat to do.. the prist told him to hide under de bed.. somewhere low.. cos he said normally when ppl died, de feet is on the ground like normal ppl.. so that day.. de gal came to find him.. he heard de *tock tock tock* sound.. & de gal was like.. where are u? he was trembling.. so he quickly hide under de bed.. he heard de *tock tock tock* sound again.. but it stop after a while.. then he heard that.. *HAHA! I FOUND U!* from de gal.. why? cos de gal land her head first on de floor.. so she was actually walking upside down.. T_T SCARY RIGHT! *temble!* T_T
hao la hao la.. i think i better go do something else.. don wan to scare myself until canot sleep! T_T so night night everyone~ sweet dreams! xP
lastly.. just wan to say.. THANKS DEARIE! ^_^ SISTERS 4EVER & ALWAYS~!
rainbows above everything! ^^ cheer up~

ThE MaGic BeGinS... @
10:26 PM

Wednesday, May 23, 2007
STILL LOST.. IN HOPE? @_@
hey hey~! i don really know wat to say.. lols.. anyway.. just dropping by to say hi~ i'm still feeling abit lost n unbalance.. so i guess i feel this way for a while ba.. but don worry ok! I"M ALRIGHT DE! ^^ just feeling lost n unbalanced..
i guess i'm used to him b y my side le.. last time for anything will think of him de.. now his not there.. abit don know go where de gan jue.. but i can find my balance de.. SO DON WORRY! xD
hais.. don talk about him le la.. de close ones will know wat happen.. i will tell u all de.. anyway.. these few days busy doing projects.. ALMOST DONE LE! ^^ e-learning week not that hard.. hehes~ but i still prefer sch la.. lols.. yst went back (to sch) to collect my hardisk from wen kai.. but end up taking de violin lesson also.. LOLS! cos teacher zai ma.. our lesson is alternate week de.. but since i there n take lor.. LOLS! learn quiet alot of points.. hand abit stiff.. =.= position also.. LOLS! de shoulder n all.. natural but stiff.. LOLS! anyway its fun.. after that me, wenkai, a gal n shaojun went to de staff cafe there eat lunch.. its nice lor! de food there are nice also~~ i eat de nasi georing.. fried rice lai de.. SHOCK! hahas~ thanks for bring me there wenkai n shaojun! ^^
reach home quiet late nor.. then abit lost.. cos on de train i don know wan to think about him ma.. lols! to end up i find ps n xanthus to chat with me.. but ps didnt saw that msg!! *screams~!* lols~! then i chat with xanthus a while.. too tired to think anymore.. then went to sleep.. lols..
that was yst.. today was relaxing at home.. finally..! hahas.. doing my things.. slowed my pace.. so.. i feel that i can relax.. after all that have happened.. at least i got sometime to my own.. hahas..
i was listening to music in de morning.. S.H.E de yi yan wan nian.. (ya.. jaz's blog de song.. LOLS!) but its a NICE SONG! ^^ ancient love.. much more powerful than our love nowadays.. at de sametime, i also went up to de internet to search for window media de skins.. too tired to do hw le.. today was mainly for resting.. watched death note 2 n NANA in de morning.. it was a nice show.. but everything i do seems to remind me of my relationship.. AHHH~! I WANNA BREAK FREE FROM IT! zzz~
late afternoon went to jaz de house.. help her tune her gu zheng.. then told them about wat happened.. doesnt really wan to rmb it.. i tend to forget.. but i know i need to tlak about it.. cos sometimes i cannot keep in my heart any longer le..
and sorry jason.. not that i don wan to tell ni.. just that i also don know where to start.. if can i rather leave it be.. cos i got nothing to say about le.. n tired of facing it le.. sorry.. but thanks alot.. jaz n j.. ham n my 3 sisters.. ^^ *HUGGIES!!!*
rainbows above everything! ^^ cheer up~

ThE MaGic BeGinS... @
4:51 PM

JUST WAN TO SAY..
i just wan to say a few words to some ppl.. thankies n thankies.. thats all..

TO TECKLI:
honestly.. i don know u will still come back to this page ma.. but no matter u will or not.. it doesnt really border me.. i just wish that u will be happy.. ^_^
"Life is not always so hard.. there's a rainbow somewhere out there.. have u found it?"
i wish u happiness & sucess in ur coming years! JIAYOU on ur o lvl~!
and lastly.. i just wan to thank you.. for teaching me that love should be an absolute promise.. i'll remember de! THANK YOU! ^^

TO JAZ & J:
thank you for been with me! i lost my balance when.. but ur appearance have make me wan to find my balance again.. THANKS! ^^ *huggies~* to jaz only.. j don have.. =X
FRIENDS FOREVER & ALWAYS! (i cant decide which is longer.. hahas.. xP)

TO HAM:
thank you dearie! ^^ U'RE MY BEST SISTER! i am ok.. i'll be fine~ i know u'll be here right? hahas.. n tml we meeting le.. FINALLY! i have alot ot tell u! u are always de one who understands me.. cares for me even though we r miles away.. THANKS! UR COMPANY HAVE MAKE ME FEEL JOY AGAIN.. REALLY THANK YOU! ^^ *HUGGIES!*

TO MY GROUP OF SISTERS!:
u know who u r dont u? lols.. gin, pei lin, hui zhuang.. THANKS! ^^ i know u'll be here for me de.. n i'm really glad that u r!! ^^ THANKS! ^^ *huggies~~!!*

rainbows above everything! ^^ cheer up~

ThE MaGic BeGinS... @
4:38 PM

Monday, May 21, 2007
BROKE.. PLUS BROKEN.. T_T
me n him.. fen kai le.. yepz..
i don know wat i should feel now.. its neither us at fault.. just that we both took on our so call "crush" n wan to keep it longer.. but then.. fate always play it around.. n it is just not there anymore.. as time go by.. u can really tell ur feelings.. (i suddenly rmb last time.. one of my friends told me that he will always watch out his feelings for a week b4 he ask de gal for stead.. cos he wan to make sure that he likes/love her..) it doesnt really matter wat ending it has become.. because at least its been true.. i have been true to my feelings.. i love him then n there.. but not now.. n he have took action for his feelings.. we were together.. n seperated.. i think all love have this "cycle" ba.. but some are more lucky.. u can stay for a long time.. while others are just unlucky..
many things have been going on this week.. things that let me think.. make me feel.. n make me wan to do.. me n him.. our relationship is a beautiful one.. its really nice.. both of us had fu chu guo.. ye kai xin guo.. ye shang xin guo.. i think de thing that we never do is wo men mei you qu liao jie.. wo start when we have that feeling.. n end it when we don have that feeling.. its really an honest relationship.. we are true towards it.. so i feel that no matter wat de ending is.. at least we experienced it with truth.. (again i suddenly rmb that someone actually asked me.. why be together when u r not serious towards it?) we are serious.. i am serious! but de point is.. it didnt last.. its not that serious relationships will always last.. just like us.. both of us act on de feeling.. it is serious.. but again its so short.. this kind of feeling is really.. undescribable..
i don know whether to laugh or cry.. i feel relief.. n i feel this will bring me good memories.. (i hope it will bring him good memories too.. but if.. ru guo nan guo, qing ni wang le wo..)
i first feel de change in feeling was when we start seldom to talk.. after his exams.. i thought we could spent more time together.. but.. a weird feeling just came to my mind.. i cant understand it.. but i know wat it is.. its rejection.. i am scared.. i don know why.. but i feel it clearly n strongly.. i began to reject him.. reject him for closer actions.. phone chat also don know wan to say wat.. sleep feel my mind when i talk to him.. our chatting time become so.. sad.. its not so lively anymore.. nor is it lovely.. its just.. fan.. as time goes on.. our chars differ.. he have this revenge feeling in his heart.. i have this unsecure feeling.. i don like him to fight.. he don like me get close to other ppl.. we just have this wall.. i feel.. weird..? maybe even sad or hais.. i don know wat i should say.. i don wan him to get angry.. nor him feeling fustrated.. i just wan him to feel happy.. it became a wall for us.. somethings can never cross that easily..
we always plan that during de next meeting.. we'll kiss.. hug.. but it wont.. never will cross that line.. cos i wan it naturally.. i don wan to kiss him.. not yet.. something stop it.. i don know wat.. just a wall.. i know that will be difficult to cross.. difference make us tired.. i am willing to cooperate.. but for how long? he is willing to change.. but how? i love him.. not his char.. just him.. i don wan him change for me or anything.. that wont be him.. n that wil be de case.. (i suddenly rmb about my mum n dad.. i often ask my mum.. why did u marry dad? did u still love him? she always reply.. it doesnt matter anymore.. wo men dou lao le.. hai you shen mo love ke tan? when u're old.. u jsut relie on each other n survive.. but all they have been doing is quarrelling..) so that is their relieing? just fight n fight? i don wan that! i hate fights! there is peace! i believe that is! but u have to creat it.. for urself.. are we ready for this? all these quarrels or changes to come.. i think about it.. n no.. i'm not ready.. i still don know how to face fights.. my dad's case.. sch work.. friends.. relationship.. too many to take at once.. i can only blame myself cos i let it start first.. but in love.. there is no right or wrong.. its either u cherish it or not.. we do.. both of us do.. but it still doesnt work out.. (like my friend.. he told me he n his gal stead for 1 yr.. but all they have done is fights.. after a fight.. both said.. OK! next time we're gonna make it better! don repeat! but end up.. they do again.. fights get bigger n bigger.. in de end.. both of them separated..) they love each other.. but it doesnt work out that way.. i don know..
i suddenly wan to listen to Angela Chang - 其實很愛你 Actually Love You Very Much.. de lyrics.. very nice.. lols.. anyway.. our chars don match.. his young.. not possible to stop at this age.. i'm not ready.. both of us had a conversation.. its best we stop it now.. both of us understand.. so i gues.. its de end..
n leastly.. i don know wat i should feel still.. i think wo hai shi you dian xi huan ni.. dan bu hui zai yi qi ba.. i think so.. but.. no matter wat.. best sis n bro! ^^ confrim.. u will always be my sweet dar dar.. as a said.. its a nice memory.. so.. ya.. just a memory le..
rainbows above everything! ^^ cheer up~

ThE MaGic BeGinS... @
10:24 PM

Sunday, May 20, 2007
WOOHOO~~! BACK! xD
FINALLY! blogger is operating NORMALLY on my LAPTOP again~ finally~~!!! i don have to update in sch liao! at home also can le~ ^^ plus today i have ALOT to say!!! xD so bear with me wor.. hehe~ xP
my house de network can finally connect to blogger le~!! ^^ so i can update normally again! *WOOHUU~!* HAPPY ARH! ^^ hehe~ last few days cannot nor.. make me don wanna update le.. =.=~ but cannot ma.. where can keep my 'READERS' waiting?! xP hehe~ no la.. jk jk.. LOLS!
then hor.. friday.. I BOUGHT SIMS 2!! ^^ sims 2 plus sims 2 nightlife.. xD MUHAHAHAS! happy like FLYING! lols~ mum buy for me de.. total is $60.. LOLS! discount le.. normally is one $60.. zz~ but still expensive.. so.. i wanna say.. THANKS MUM!! U'RE DE BEST! ^^
now for de despressing part.. =.= dad's case not over yet.. the court say need some meeting.. so june 1st have to go back again.. hais.. why cant they just get over with it?! *HATED!* lols.. no la.. just feel tired for my parents.. they gotto keep on going back there.. plus hor.. that day friday i went with them.. not only my dad'd case wor.. still got a few others.. got one boy hor.. he got multiply offence.. i THINK (cos i cant really hear wat de lawyers saying.. so.. blurr~) he last time in home liao.. then this time get caught again.. sentence to 13 months of jail/home.. lols! cant really hear.. anyway.. his gf is there.. CRYING HER SOUL OUT! ya lor.. poor thing.. then he also cried.. so at that point of time.. i was like.. "since he know his gf n friends (a few of them is there..) will be sad.. WHY DO IT?!" SILLY HIM! but i guess thes kind of things also cant help it ba.. it bonds to ur char ma.. ya lor.. hais.. ALL IN ALL.. ITS A SAD STORY IN DE END.. so hor dar dar.. thats why i always tell u to take care of urself.. when i saw that scene.. i cant help thinking IF HE IS U.. wat will i do? wat CAN i do? i don wan that.. i wan u to be safe n sound.. u may say that 'no la! that one wont happen de!' i believe that when he did that he also thought of that.. but still.. u know.. so PLS PLS TAKE CARE! >.<>
another depressing thing is.. e-learning week ALOT OF HW!! T_T *ahh~~* seriously! i rather go sch.. f3 but nvm la.. at least can have a SHORT break b4 sch starts again.. so at least i can rest at home n recover from my sickness.. =.=~ getting flu is NOT NICE! THOUSANDS OF TISSUES USED! f3 can ask jeremy, hui zhuang they all.. tissues everywhere.. zzz.. 'borrowed' tissue from jeremy, david they all nor.. why use '...' because.. i don intend to give them back de tissue.. =X LOLS! not until they need it BA.. lols.. xP e-learning week = sian =.=~ zzz~ lols! but still la.. sch can be fun! xD never had so much practical in my life lor.. keyboard is practical.. MIDI is practical.. IDEA id practical.. REMT also practical.. even ear training too.. LOLS! see.. already 5 subjects practical le.. LOLS! expect for music theory n lectures about basic concepts la.. that one how to have practical ma.. so.. FUN! ^^ i feel that i didnt make de wrong choice nor.. i'm doing wat i LOVE! interacting with music.. learning about it! hehes~ HEAVEN DOTES ON ME! i actually put 4th choice leh.. but i went in.. despite everyone else putting 1st choice.. LOLS! xD *HUGGIES HEAVEN~* but hor.. friday lesson was... de REMT practical is bascially.. we sit there do our own stuff lor.. LOLS! zao zhi dao wo jiu 'SKIP' that lesson le.. but nvm la~ its still FUN! we went canteen to buy food instead.. LOLS! hehe~ then this week e-learning week le.. RELAX AT HOME! xP = rot at home.. LOLS! DAY-DREAMING LA.. projects yi da dui! f3
enough about sch.. i'm like repeating eerything only.. LOLS! =X anyway.. (i like to use this word alot hor? keep on anyway-ing.. lols! xD) ya anyway.. zz~ i mean anyway.. ok ok stop! =.=~ anyway (last le! >.<) dar dar seem very busy these few days nor.. >.<>
dar dar i love u~ xP *muacks!*

ThE MaGic BeGinS... @
7:28 PM

Thursday, May 17, 2007
BADDIE ME! xD
i'm actaully updating this during my music theory lesson! xD bad Bad BAd BAD!!! SO BAD! i'm gonna FAIL my music theory le la!! T_T
ok ok.. concentrate.. lols! actually just dropping by to say hi.. cos he not teaching now.. so we can actually go our own things.. so just thought of updating my blog.. then suddenly (because of this thought), alot of ideas POP UP! into my mind.. lols! thought of ADDING a BIRTHDAY BOX on my site.. n even maybe a ALL-TIME FAVOURITES.. which includes stuff like links to various websites or something like that? anyway.. all these are not comfrim yet.. just an idea.. so... but MOST LIKELY i'll do that la.. i even thought of adding a... erm.. like a 'chat box'.. but not like de tag board.. where everyone can post things n see immediately.. so have to research on that! f3~
anyway.. sch is still as busy as ever.. things were 'HEATING' up~~ not to mention that next week is e-learning for my sch.. so don need to go sch.. *YEAH!* ^^ but hor.. de thing is.. there is TONS OF HW!!!! *ahh~~~* so its like a holiday with work to do.. LOLS! i rather go sch then.. cos at sch de hua no SO MUCH HW LOR! every subject also got.. n most involve lots of research.. my IDEA de project jiu involve us going to shopping centres to 'OBSERVE' how ppl chose to buy things.. its like.. u sit there whole day n SEE! lols~! but we do in groups of 4.. so i guess it WILL BE FUN! didnt really think how ppl chose things u see.. (especially when they wan to buy things.. how will they chose it? xD u may know how u will chose.. but other ppl ne?) anyway.. my subjects ARE INTERESTING! my REMT project jiu wan us to RECORD 4 SOUNDS.. 2 in STERO 2 in MONO.. n make it into a series of sounds or u can call it a 'story'.. cos de series of sounds suppose to 'tell u some story'.. just by listening to it wor! so it will be a CHALLENGE n FUN thing TO DO! ^^
ah hm.. enough about sch le.. i'll update more on that de! now is reserve for my dar dar lao gong de~! miss u lots LOts LOTS nor! these few days not feeling very well.. not to mention that i'm sick also.. sore throat plus flu.. zzz~ *headache* but don worry ok.. i'll recover soon de! ^^ TO ALL DE REST: (which includes juleen, grace, weizhi they all.. plus yanling & ham..) don worry.. i'll be fine de.. ^^ lastly.. i just wan to say I LOVE YOU~~ *HUGGIES!* we'll meet de someday.. so don worry about it ok? ^^
thats about it for now.. tml my dad going court.. hais.. >.<
dar dar i love u~ xP *muacks!*

ThE MaGic BeGinS... @
1:39 PM

Wednesday, May 16, 2007
BLOGGER 'MISSING!' >.<
error ERRor ERROR! f3 f3 f3! blogger keep on giving error.. zzz~ then canot update.. so for de past one WHOLE WEEK! NO UPDATES.. T_T anyway.. sch was BUSY! cca.. sch hw n de SO CALL 'CME' PROJECT! lols~ @_@ *faint~!* plus.. dar dar i REALLY MISS U ALOT! >.<
something is wrong ba! blogger keep on error neh.. when i creat new post jiu shi cannot.. f3~!! but then nvm la.. got dar dar pei wo chat on de phone ma.. so never update also nvm~! ^^ hehes~ anyway i now updating using Hui Zhuang de com.. (got a "BAD" feeling.. because i didnt bring my laptop.. why i so DUMB! but.. its heavy ok.. 2.77kg.. zzz~) anyway.. busy nor.. yst violin class.. learn how to play de basic 4 strings of violin (G D A E) then de first finger (actually its de 2nd finger for piano players) for each of de strings.. HEHE! FUN~! waiting that time i use my laptop PLAY CRAZY TAXI~~ ^^ SO FUN! alot of ppl ask me for de game.. LOLS! like pei yun, wen kai (that uncle =X) LOLS! anyway.. violin was FUN! de senior also teached my n sinyi twinkle twinkle little star~ MUHAHAHAS! (dar dar next time i play for u~ xP) anyway.. in de afternoon (from after sch 12 to 5) was doing de proposal for our 'CME' project.. when to eat at fc 4 (de AIR_CONED one).. sinyi help me n my friends CHOP SEATS! xP THANKS SINYI! ^^ after lunch we went to t16 there do proposal.. pei lin n vick summarise all de points.. me n zakk write de starting.. lols! divide out work.. then almost done liao.. now left all de details.. check with miss erica again then should be ok le~ YEAH! ^^ it was tiring lor.. doing de project.. have to gather de whole class.. then discuss this n that.. LUCKLIY CCF ANSWERED OUR CALL! if not REALLY TROUBLE LE! ma fan nor.. lols! TO MY CLASSMATES: I ALREADY TOLD PAUL EVERYTHING LE.. SO HOPE EVERYTHING IMPORVE! xD
reach home around 9 le.. too bad dar dar today must go celebrate his dad's birthday nor.. if not he will come to sp to pei wo de.. T_T but nvm la.. sure got chance de! ^^ (*muacks! dar dar~*) but saturday surely can de! xD HEHEHEHEHEHEHES! hahas~ ya lor.. miss u dar dar~ i go for lesson le.. C YA SOON! ^^
dar dar i love u~ xP *muacks!*

ThE MaGic BeGinS... @
10:14 AM

Tuesday, May 08, 2007
CRAZY IN SCH~! X_X
LOLS!! today was a crazy day at sch.. or should i say.. FUN! xD anyway i'm posting this in sp~~ hehehe! ^^ n bascially.. i'm actually updating this while listening to juleen's group plan our their CD project.. LOLS! *evil face~* hehe!
today actually woke up very early.. put alarm at 5am.. then just.. BOMB! lols.. n went back to sleep.. zzz~ was just.. SLEEPY! X_X anyway.. i still woke up at 5.30am.. =.=~ was like.. 'huh? sleep for 30 mins? lols!' but still.. 30 mins was better than nothing! xP i already planned to meet jeremy 7.30am at dover station.. so i better wake up or else i'll be late! >.< class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">de whole journey is like.. SO SLEEPY! @_@ whole morning blur blur.. then in de REMT class (which starts at 8!) my whole group was sleeping.. Mr Micheal (our REMT teacher), he teaching about rhthym n time space between music.. i was sleepy.. so didnt listen much.. X_X *dead* ya lor.. then my group doing de small little "performance" thingy that time we whole group like.. DEAD! lols~ me, pei lin, hui zhuang, gin n two gals (VERY QUIET) gals --> from class 01 de all so dead.. so sleepy.. then we just think think jiu ok le.. lols! maths was also a boring lesson.. just sit there n do hw.. MATHS HW SOMEMORE! =X (pls don tell my teacher.. LOLS!) ya lor.. just sit there n listen.. then do hw.. chat with ppl.. then shun yi 'sabo' me n charles.. =.=~ SO LAME! zzz~ aiya.. but small matter.. NVM! (dar cannot angry ok..) ^^ *HUGGIES!* we already agree that cannot be angry le hor.. so MUST SMILE! I LOVE UR SMILE OK!! ^^ ya then.. finally after sch le! meet sinyi in fc 4 for lunch.. then have to wait again for cca.. lols.. (which STARTS at 5!!! ahhh~~ @_@) but nvm.. at least i got my energy back after lunch~! ^__^ so.. i just wait.. evesdropping juleen's team in their CD project! =X hehe~ but no la.. just accompany them.. ya.. then 'lend' them my laptop.. after their meeting me n juleen went to t16 there n wait.. we use my laptop surf de net.. go youtube, my blog, do this do that.. FUN! hehe~ she show me de tsubasa songs.. char songs la.. sang by sakura n xiao lang (don know how to spell is english de. >.<) ITS SO NICE! THANKS JULEEN~ ^^ then after that she also showed by de song nana (a.k.a yuna ito) sang in nana de movie.. NICE! its just called ENDLESS STORY.. (想念你的歌) in japan only.. LOLS! then went home that time.. me, wei zhi n juleen decide that we'll sing that song together! they 2 in jap n i in chinese.. LOLS! funny combination right~? hahas.. but we went home that time quite late le.. n we didnt really learn much in violin class.. just learn how to hold n play de violin.. reach home around 8+ le.. tired.. thats about my day le.. c ya soon~
by de way hor.. this is updated in 16 May.. cos de whole week my blogger is not working! T_T so cannot update.. zzz~
dar dar i love u~ xP *muacks!*

ThE MaGic BeGinS... @
1:03 PM

Monday, May 07, 2007
RELAX! CHILL~ ^^
so much for the heavy things.. lets just talk about some lighter ones ba.. today at sch was FUN! xD morning had KEYS TUTORIAL until 12.. star from 9.. we had sight-read n learn to figure out de chords for C major, F major & G major.. it was fun! ^^ we then practice n thats it for that class.. 12 we had an hour of lunch at foodcourt 6.. GRACE WAS SO HIGH! xD out table of 5 (consist of pei yun, juleen, grace, weizhi & me) keep on laughing at de jokes that we crack.. LOLS! de other 2 tables.. (consist of jeremy, wick, gin they all..) are not so "happy" or "laughy" as us.. LOLS~ i wonder if anyone there thought we r mad! we crack lots of funny jokes! including ask peiyun eat faster.. teasing each other about something.. (most grace is been teased by us! poor grace.. hehe~! xP) so it was overall fun! ^_^
de afternoon class was also enjoyable~ each of us did something on ZBRUSH, de drawing software.. n we r suppose to present it.. its was funny! we learn from each other.. de way how some of us present.. de different nice, laughy, cool n so on ideas that everyone has created.. (tml then i elaborate) some of de gd ones includes vick created new teddy bear.. lols.. shock-proof to a scaring extend.. =X others include pei lin's animal.. she really did a VERY GOOD presentation! xD NICE ONE PEI LIN! *woots~~* n many others too.. charles created a toothbrush.. lols! organic somemore.. n i created a moving house.. juleen was presentation was really NICE! COLOURFUL~ ya so.. went home at around 3..
on de way home my mum reminded me to collect tickets for my grandparents.. cos they wan to watch some opera.. so i went to bugis.. shu cheng there to collect de ticket.. lols.. it was overall a nice day today.. although there r many unhappiness.. but somewhere out there.. happiness is still close to u.. hahas.. n dar dar was so sweet! especially called me today to find out how i am! hehe~ THANKS! I'M OK LE~ so u also must JIAYOU ON UR EXAMS Ok! wo yong yuan zhi chi ni! ^_^ *HUGGIES~!*
thats all for today.. update tml~
dar dar i love u~ xP *muacks!*

ThE MaGic BeGinS... @
9:41 PM

Sunday, May 06, 2007
BAKAS! PLUS WEIRDOS! @_@
zzz~ i suddenly found alot of interest in de ppl around me n those who i am not close with.. everyone is like.. so out of point to one another.. but that is also de thing that brought us close or far.. i suddenly feel so weird.. maybe even a baka.. cos i didnt realise this b4.. lols.. ~.~
something happened yst actually set me thinking.. n something happened today actually gave me de dajavu feeling.. LOLS! but still.. out of so many misery.. there's always something or someone(dar dar) there to cheer me up! so its always a rainbow hidden somewhere ba~ *hic*
anyway.. yst was suppose to post an update on my blog.. but my laptop sort of.. shut down? or restart.. everything i typed have to be re-typed again.. *sian~* was de only thought when that happen.. plus i knew de horrible news concerning my father (aka family).. n wat happen in de afternoon was sort of.. erm.. unpleasant.. (dar dar i told u le.. de webcam thingy) so forget it.. i just off my com for that night.. by de way this was updated on monday 6 may.. but i go edit de post that i saved yst.. so it actaully showed yst de timing.. lols.. sorry..
life is SO BITTER SWEET! ONE MOMENT u can be HAPPY.. de NEXT BITTER SWEET.. its so.. changable.. anyway yst afternoon was actually doing my hw.. online on my msn too.. played a fre arounds of msn games with yaNLing then both of us went to do hw.. after that, someone chat with me in msn.. its not a very close friend.. jsut someone i knew from maple.. n we didnt contact each other for a very long time le.. so when SHE/HE suddenly talked to me.. i was SHOCKED! but nevertheless.. i went n talk to her/him.. (seriously.. i don't even know he is a guy or gal.. i rmb him as a boy.. but when i ask she told me she gal..) --> n for ur info.. he doesnt sound like a gal to me at all.. so we chatted.. n end up "fighting".. lols.. its not really anyone's fault.. just a different idea to soemthing.. because she told me yst was actaully her birthday.. n she asked if i'm free to chat with her.. i said yes.. (chat as in text form) cos i was busy doing hw.. so i thought text chatting should be ok.. but she said she wan to webcam with me.. i said no.. i don wan webcam n do hw at de sametime.. its.. WEIRD! lols~ so i rejected her.. she said hais nvm.. so i asked her.. why she always think so negative.. (cos that time she also said she wan to webcam with me but i rejected her.. then she also gave de same reply that no one cared about her..) i told her that although cant webcam but sometimes when ur friends are busy chatting is also better than nothing ba.. then she said that its her birthday today.. was webcamming with her too much to ask? i told her no.. but if ur friends r busy i guess its a no choice! i was getting annoyed at this point.. (she was SO persistant in asking me to webcam with her.. i don know reject how many times le..) so i sort of "scolded" her after that.. saying that why u always think about urself? have u think about other ppl? wat if their busy.. (cos last time she ask said something like is it webcamming with her too much to ask..) so anyway she reply by asking me have i been lonely b4.. yes.. of cos i have.. everyone would somehow or rather have lonely times de.. i answered her yes.. then i said that but u cant except ur friends to 24 hrs be there.. bdays can celebrate anytime.. its de heart that counts! she said that don compare me n her.. its different.. i'm not comparing.. i'm just showing her lonelness can be overcome.. (if only u are willingly to do that!) after that sentence.. i just wished her a happy birthday n off de chat box.. but she reply by saying that can i be sincere enough to show her that i truely wish her happy birthday through de webcam.. i was frustrated! so i asked her.. 'did u understand de word sincere? its not de webcam that counts.. its de heart of wishing u a happy birthday!' (if i'm not sincere.. i wont even wish her a happy bday in de 1st place! she told me that i certainly don "look" sincere enough.. i was BOOMED! i said i final sentence.. 'as u said.. both of us is different.. this is my way of wishing u happy bday.. if u don like it i take it back!' n by that we ended de chat.. *phew..* type SOO~ LONG! lols.. but de conclusion is.. its neither of us at fault or both of us is in fault.. i should have understand her because she is lonely.. she just wan someone to chat with.. on de other hand.. she should also trying to understand why i don wan to webcam with her.. (one thing to note is.. she/him always talk to me when i'm using my laptop.. when i'm using my desktop, she/him never talk to me once! o_o surprising? lols! n when she/him send me de invitation to start webcam.. i just got this bad feeling about it! so i always reject her..) but anyway.. its really a tricky suitation.. wat if wat she's saying is real? or wat if its just bluff? i don know.. i guess i'll just go by my feelings.. plus in de night when i finally had some clue wat is going on about de case involving my father.. i was.. BROKE! (really thanks that dar dar was there for me wheni needed him de most! ^^ *huggies*)
de case was actaully... simple? or complicated? i don really know.. i just knew that this was de 2nd time that my father got caught of hiring foreign workers.. (we really had no choice! i can't really explain it here.. i don wan ppl coming sue-ing me for wat i wrote here.. sorry guys.. but maybe i'll give a clue or 2 on de up-coming post ba..) its just.. lets just say its no choice.. we have look for many alternative ways to hire workers.. but it just doesnt work out! n this time.. he got caught.. again.. court case.. fine or jailed.. but it looks like my father is going to be jailed! T_T ahh~~ why why? why all de bad things happen to my family?! first my biological father died when i was very young.. then my stepfather is going to be jailed! wats next? my family income is gonna crash! i thought finally i could put EVERYTHING behind me! but it just kept coming! GOD! LET ME GO! zzz~
suan le.. life is always full of ups n downs.. but then de good thing is.. my family, friends n dar dar is always there for me.. like yanling & michelle.. special thanks to them.. both of them tagged at my blog.. really thank you! n my family.. they wan me to comcentrate on my studies.. n told me that everything is fine.. i think its a wise choice.. cos i was REALLY CRASHED! when i know that.. n really really special thanks to dar dar.. he didnt even hesitate to call me when i needed him de most.. although his parents may kill him for using too much phone.. but he called n cheer me up! so thank you for everyone that have helped me! ^^ i wont forget this little helps de.. *HUGGIES TO ALL!*
lastly.. i just wan to say that.. with ur support & concerns.. I STRONGLY BELIEVE THAT ME N MY FAMILY CAN SURVIVE THROUGH THIS! really thank you! ^^
ok ok.. enough of heavy matters le.. i'll update soon.. tired..
dar dar i love u~ xP *muacks!*

ThE MaGic BeGinS... @
7:06 PM

HURRAY~! Finally got WIRELESS INTERNET le!! =D
yippe yippe! my laptop can finally connect to my boardband de internet le~ ^^ next time don need to use unsecure network le~ xD
this morning call de singtel ppl.. singtel too many numbers to call le! she mo 1610 ar.. 1628 ar.. SO confusing! f3~! but nvm la.. finally found de right number for singnet le! ^^ 1800-848-6933.. LOLS! so those got singnet requires de can call this number.. its their technical helpdesk! xD
morning was just plain old ordinary for me.. wake up.. eat.. then jiu play 1 round of KIKO MATCH 2 in neopets! =X mum was actaully playing it then snatch from her de.. hehe! xP after that jiu start playing piano~ *ding ding ding* lols! =P practice beauty & de beast n her most beautiful smile on my piano~~ but half way go play internet! =X bad hor.. >.<>
ok ok lets skip topic.. SO HAPPY that finally jaz & jason.. hehe! (its my secret! =X) xD anyway there's also some family problems.. zzz~ so maybe i'm not in de best of mood.. but then there's always dar dar to cheer me up~! =D so de HAPPINESS OVERWRITE de SADNESS! lols~! ^^ (so wat more can i ask for? DAR DAR IS DE BEST! ^__^)
my family problem was quite complicated.. haiz.. my father actaully was involve in a police case.. until now its not solve yet.. *worrying!* >.<
but seriously.. thinking of u make me relax.. so even if there's such problems existing.. i felt no fear in them.. u make me strong wor dar dar.. ^^ *HUGGIES!*
hao le la.. i go do my hw le.. i also have to help my mum type an email to someone.. lastly I JUST WAN TO SAY TO MY PARENTS..
MUM & DAD.. I LOVE U!
don worry.. i'm sure everything will be alright de.. jiayou ok!
i'll be here for u no matter wat happens!
ITS A PROMISE!
dar dar i love you~ xP *muacks!*

ThE MaGic BeGinS... @
10:43 AM

Saturday, May 05, 2007
Zzzz~! WATS WRONG WITH BLOGGER TODAY! X_X
blogger something wrong today neh! don't let me update.. i try from morning till night nor.. zzz~ T_T zhen shi de.. almost give up!
morning didnt really did nothing much neh.. woke up at around 9.. had a BLISSFUL SLEEP through yst night! xD (all DAR DAR de gong lao! =D cos yst chat with him on de phone until 11.15+ then both of us went to sleep.. we chat alot of things wor.. SO SWEET! ^^ HE MAKE ME FORGET MY TROBULES.. and put me to a peaceful sleep! NO MORE dreaming of blogs le! thanks dar dar~! xD n hor.. when u sleepy that time VERY CUTE NEH! xP CUTIE! CUTIE! ^^) basically i just woke up n start playing audi & THINKING OF DAR DAR! xD
audi today also something wrong.. de connection so SO BAD! *ahh~* ah ying & skyz keep on dcing lor.. dc until i also pek chek for them.. =.=~ audi today was FUN! xD i win ah ying they all quite a few times leh~! ^^ (see dar dar~ i LI HAI HOR! xP) LOLS! just hope that later sp & spicy don kill me! >.< =X LOLS! (dar dar don worry.. jk de~! they wont kill me de la.. *hush hush* ^^) yanling, sinyi & lianmei also join us at audi in de late afternoon.. FUN~! =D we all play together.. but de only bad thing is they keep on dcing.. =.=~ got 1 game they all dc.. left me there only.. ~.~ not to forget that i also CHANGED MY AUDI CLOTHES! xD to a blue top & skirt.. (dar dar next time i show u how i look in audi~ xP) plus i spend 50k on my face! 50k!!! zzz~! *ahh~* so expensive! f3 but well de face is 'blurr look' de.. lols! @_@ <-- this lor.. LOLS! it actaully cost me 50k neh..=.=~ but oh well.. audi $ is.. =.=~ lols..
yanling they all suppose to be at my house there de mac studying de.. yst i planNED to join them.. lols! but in de lazy & was waiting for dar dar to call me so i didnt go.. (SORRY GUYS! >.<) oh ya! forget to say that they all actaully played audi with us in mac! lols~! using laptops.. ~.~ cool hor..
so i stayed at home today waiting for dar dar de call.. totally slacked.. DIDNT even TOUCH MY HW! T_T WHOLE DAY was THINKING about DAR DAR~ & playing audi.. lols! bad bad! *bang wall* >.<>
thinking about dar dar was so sweet! ^^ HONEY COATED! it just warm my heart when i think about him.. so even if we can chat much on phone.. cant go out much it doesnt matter! COS OUR HEARTS ARE ALWAYS LINKED TOGETHER! ^^ so dont worry! i wont leave u de~! its my absolute promise to u!! *HUGGIES!* =D
at night was trying to update my blog.. lols! (was chatting with dar dar while updating wor! sweet ba.. hehe~ ^__^) then my com suddenly shut down.. =.= then have to retype this all over agian.. zzz~ =.=~ but nvm la.. retype only.. small problem! lols~! xP
n lastly.. i just wan to ADD a few SPECIAL MESSAGE to: yaNLing & WaNxI, JaZrEeL & JaSoN, SiNyI, DaRlY & MY DEARST LAO GONG!
TO YANLING & WANXI~
JIAYOU MY DEARST SIS!
there's nothing that u can't overcome..
the path is just right infront ur very eyes!
jiayou~! i know u can do it de! ^^
TO JAZREEL & JASON~
FULL HAPPINESS!
u have de right partner.. de right feeling.. de right love..
so just carry on!
wish u with all de happiness that i had! ^^
TO SINYI~
IGNORE HIM!
just ignore him.. he is like that de..
sorry if that guy disturbs u!
pls just ignore him! >.<
TO DARLY~
JIAYOU WITH EVERYTHING!
there's nothing too hard on this earth..
de choice if u'res to make.. ur life to live!
jiayou! i believe u can de! ^^
TO LAO GONG~
WO AI NI! WO AI NI! WO AI NI!
u make my life complete!
u make my life more sweet!
u are everything that i ever need!
so i love u so very deep!
dar.. just wan to say to u.. our promise will never be broken.. even de day i died.. ^^
dar dar i love u~ xP *muacks!*

ThE MaGic BeGinS... @
9:45 PM

Friday, May 04, 2007
MaDe IT bAcK! xD
wah~ finally made it back to home.. lols! cos de bus was like SO JAMED! with ppl i mean.. and it was a long day at sch.. lols~
although today started sch at 1.30pm but it ended at 5.30+.. zzz~ was like SO LatE! lols.. no la.. just tiring.. cos another class actaully got de mroning session but i got de afternoon one.. oh well.. then hor i skipped my lunch.. actaully i DID feel hungry then.. but.. i didnt eat.. lols.. why? i don't get it also.. LOLS! =.=~ anyway, i thought today's lesson will be dry.. it was jsut theory n practical.. n last lesson.. wat we did in practical was talk talk talk.. LOLS! no lesson cos de computers' not rdy.. ~.~ so i thought today was be dry too.. but de lecture was still ok.. n practical was SUPER FUN! LOLS~! xD we did some voice editing in audiocity (a software lai de..) n i was de first few to finish that.. hahas.. n it turn out WELL! ^__^ i was like GREAT~! WOOTS! xD hahas.. oh ya.. at de lectue class in de afternoon i used my classmates com to help him update his blog.. LOLS! he wans spongebob's skin for his blog.. hahas.. then i will also be installing de taxi game onto my laptop! xP HURRAY! ^__^
on the way back was... =.=~ SO JAMED WITH PPL! almost turn into pancake.. lols! de bus was filled with ppl.. regret waiting de bus at de bus stop instead of going to de interchange to wait for bus.. lols! cos got one woman she keep on leaning back.. ALMOST made me a PANCAKE! LOLS! >.<

ThE MaGic BeGinS... @
6:54 PM

Ohayo! ^^
MoRniNg~! lols.. i slept until 9 am! zzz~ i guess i'm really tired.. i ususally woke up earlier than that! f3 but anyway this morning went to my blog then found out alot of ppl tag me.. lols! HAPPY! was de only word that can descibe me when i read those tags! ^^ so happy~ then i was actaully deciding wheather to post a new post or not in my blog for de morning.. LOLS! stupid right.. ~.~ but in de end i still decided to post.. hahas..
bascially my morning was.. sleepy.. ya.. =.=~ n went to yaNLing's blog to tag! xP my morning was just eating (breakfast) & tagging in yaNLing's blog.. lols.. xD
actaully i'm still SO EXCITED about this blog thingy.. yst night still dreamt of it leh.. LOLS! (sorry dar dar!! >.<) so i was actually gong gong.. "why i dreamt about it?!" lols! ~.~ but anyway.. that's all for now.. GoInG to ScH la.. zzz~ 1.30 to 6! ahhh~~~ T_T dar dar i love u~ xP *muacks!*

ThE MaGic BeGinS... @
11:21 AM

Thursday, May 03, 2007
Phew~! ~.~
finally its done! blogging is harder than i have thought of.. (admire those who keep on updating their blog!) anyway.. hmm.. since this is my first post.. actually i don know wat to type le.. lols! >.<
eh.. i created this blog because Jaz & Jason hor created it for me.. so i continue from there.. lols! they sign up n taught me how to update n all.. really special thanks to them.. ^^ was so excited about creating it.. went to blogskins.com search alot of skins.. (ALMOST bao za! T_T) LOLS! ya.. then was like.. ahh~~ so excited! when done le, faster post up my first post.. LOLS! but then when typing these.. mind blank diao.. =.= i was like.. "diao.. so lame la me" zzz~ but anyway.. its finally done! special thanks to everyone that help me with it! ^^ n those who i have linked! ur help was truely appreciated! xD
last but not least.. more posts will be coming up.. so just check back regularly.. LOLS!
(p.s. SO SORRY FOR MY SPELLING MISTAKES! AHH!! *BANG WALL*)
dar dar i love u~ xP *muacks!*

ThE MaGic BeGinS... @
8:43 PM

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