Without U..

life's never de same without someone u love.. since u're been gone, i've been missing u! although its only 2 days but.. its just not de same! i miss u..

rmb when we always took 39 & stop at de bus stop.. as i walk pass de bridge i rmb u telling me that we can watch beautiful sunrise & sunset here.. although today is a raining day but i still rmb.. there's a warm feeling inside me.. as if u're just right beside me! =) as i walk further down, i had to wait for de road crossing.. unlike last time we always cross with ease.. ha.. but as i wait.. i can feel de warm feeling in my hand.. its like as if u're holding my hand is right beside me, waiting with me.. its so warm! de chicken didnt "morning call" today.. its awfully quiet today.. but i enjoy it.. & i can feel u beside me.. enjoying it with me.. how amazing is that! Praise de Lord! He made de chick croak when we r tgt there.. its sort of like a topic that we can chat on.. then again He gave us peace & quiet so we can just simply enjoy each other's company.. i can feel u even u're not physically beside me.. de warm feeling never leaves me.. & i know God is looking after me.. when i take trains i always rmb u telling me to let de passengers alight 1st.. it always reminds me of u when i tie my shoelace.. there r tons of other things that reminds me of u.. & i know all that had happen God made it happen.. He sent u to me.. i'm really blessed by Him! =D I Love U Lord!

from this point on.. my life is changing.. for de better! sunday class with xue wei is fun.. i get a deeper meaning of wat is it like to be Christian.. it just let me wan to get closer to U! even when it rain so heavily today morning.. i told myself i must go! & i didnt regret! U answered my prayers as if like U're talking to me personally! for that i Praise U! without U.. my life is nothing.. Lord I Love U! i adore U! =D

still have 5 more days to go dear.. i'll be waiting.. =D waiting for u to come home.. & even though ppl say that when ur love is away, u'll feel lonely, sad, emo.. things like that.. but as i pray & believe in God, & in u.. i never had that feeling.. even when i search deep inside my heart & ask myself.. am i lonely without u? would i die, can i stand weeks without seeing u? de answer is no.. my heart is contented.. rmb i told u that i can feel u even when u're not around me physically.. its true! =D as i pray to God to keep u safe, as i pray to God about me worries & feelings.. i let them go to God.. & God answered my prayers.. He sent u here to me.. make my heart full & i never need to worry about anything else.. =)

dear i just wan to say that i trust u! even when we cant see each other for a week.. i know u'll be safe & sound.. u'll be enjoying ur holidays & i'll be concentrating on my studies.. & i really hope that u're enjoy it! don waste it by missing me too much wor~ =P i know God is with us.. even though i cant see Him physically but i know somewhere up there.. His smiling at us! =D His proud of us..

dear i'm proud of u too! u made me see de importance of God in our lifes.. i love u dear dear! don worry about me ok! enjoy ur holidays! =D i'll be strong! for u & for God! =D *hug!*

in Jesus name i pray, Amen!

LoVes,
-pEiyaN-