Disappionted.. With Myself.. T_T
its like.. i almost denied God infront of my friends.. almost! i feel so bad! T_T instantly after i sort of denied Him.. my heart "cracks".. u can feel that its so painful! actually.. i was just playing one of de christian songs.. then my friend look over.. so i said.. hey its a nice song ok! at that time i was wondering if i should be so "open" or watever u call it to her.. cos i know she dont believe.. & she was having a bad mood.. i don wan to anger her or quarrel with her.. but still.. i feel that i'm so bad! T_T forgive me my Heavenly Father.. i didnt do it on purpose! from that moment onwards my heart just sank.. i'm so SORRY! T_T
i just feel bad.. but i know i am forgiven.. thus from now on.. i'll follow as closely to ur words as possible.. =D Lord I Love U! thus i wont mind so much of my friends de comments le.. believe me when i said that.. cos i Really Love U Lord! =DD
i wonder how dear dear is doing ne.. my heart now is totally at peace! cos i know he is well protected =D enjoy ur holiday at Perth ok! i love u dear dear.. & i miss u..
in Jesus name i pray, Amen!
LoVes,
-pEiyaN-
(ps. God really do exist.. feel Him with ur heart, mind & soul.. =D)

