EMO-ING WEEK! o.o
i guess this week is de emo-ing week~ lols! everyone around me is abit emo here & there.. it makes me wan to cry with them also! T_T especially if that someone is emo too! T_T
u know~ there's 1 thing i hate about myself.. i often can tell wat is my friends feelings.. sometimes i just wish that i can switch that ability off.. only switch it on when needed.. lols! =x but as if Life will be that easy.. ha! anyway~ i don wan any of my friends to be sad! T_T nor emo! although we tend to be EMOtional.. but then.. emo is not de main word here ok~ emotional then is! =x so~ Be Strong GUYS! (& gals) =x Pull It Through! =D
i often console my friends when their down.. i thought i could handle these things well.. but oh well~ somethings are just wrong! =x i still cant handle some emotions well! lols~ @@ but i'll be trying my best! =D don emo ok~ cos i will emo with u de.. especially de 1 who say i cry he will go tiao lou oh.. =x if u emo de hua~ don know who is "tiao lou" ing~ haha! no la.. I Will Be By Ur Side Always ok~ rmb our konayuki~ =D Promises of de Heart~ =D *HUG!*
life is still de same for me.. accept that my grandparents had gone back to china.. feeling abit lonely all of de sudden.. or should i say i'm not use to it.. de house use to be filled with ppl.. but now.. only left me & my doggies during de day.. in de night.. my parents are too tired from work.. my house hen leng qing le wor.. i miss them! T_T also~ my parents are working hard.. all i could do is take good care of de dogs & don let them worry.. so now~ i'll try my best to come home early, always walk de dogs! (a promise!), feed them, bath them, try to get my room tidy =x (well i will try! =x) & lots of other things.. of cos! for u as well~ i will take care of myself! =D so dont u worry~ i wont be as lonely nor tired.. cos i know u will be by my side too! =D
at least now~ i'm not alone anymore.. i have my friends.. my family.. n most of all u! =D i am complete! xDD well fiona~ don worry about me leaving u! i wont~ i don know how to say this.. cos i know that no matter how i say it.. u will feel in-secure.. thus! let me prove it to u~ =D trust me! n to all my other friends too~ =D all of u had a little part of my heart.. so! don think i will take it back ok~ cos i have little pieces of UR hearts! & it fills up my holes! =D same to u! u have de biggest piece of all! =D (besides my family that is.. all of urs are equal ok!) so~ let time do de talking~ =D
Love U ALL~ Especially U~ =D *MUACKS!* =P
LoVes,
-pEiyaN-