i'm really speechless.. things keep on happen one after another.. misunderstandings n misunderstandings.. i just wanna disappear..

things keep on happen.. dear god! give me a break! i'm human ok! pls let me breath b4 de next one comes! >.<

today a misunderstanding happened.. n i think.. i think i have lost 2 friends.. i shall not mention their name.. it make me angry.. how can they.. zzz~ nvm.. i just wanna cool down now.. this is something that i wont forget.. n i almost lost a 3rd friend today.. things r just NOT turning my way!

my dad was officially in jail today.. for 2 months.. 2 months without him! T_T i'm gonna miss him.. but be strong ok! ^^ cos i promised him that i will be.. no audi.. study.. lols~ n have good results for my piano by march.. i think its time that i do something for my studies & for my parents.. DON WORRY OK DAD~ ^^

finally i today cleared up my desk! xD FINALLY in a LONG long time~ lols.. much more clean & more space le.. everything back to their original place~ =D so finally i can get some work done! xD study study! (i don know why i don like to study or do things when my table full.. lols~ i think its because i'm lazy ba.. cos last time even table lazy i also do de.. now its like table untidy = slack.. LOL) but still there's some parts i havent finish clearing.. @_@

anyway~ just came across this song never had a dream come true.. i think it quite suits my theme here.. lols~ n long time never hear this song le! so now put it here for a while.. i'll be back with more interesting stuff for my blog~~!! =D cos although its like a lonely blog but its not! (if u see it de other way.. like i DO! ^__^)

thats all for now.. somethings i can never forget.. because its de memories that makes u u.. if u arent rmb.. then u never exist.. lols~ i wan to rmb~ even painful memories.. (u may think i'm silly.. but then.. i rather i have something bad to tell my grandchildren then something that always sounds good.. lols~ i'm CRAZY! X_X)