CONTINUE DISASTER! @_@
bad things always seem to happen so fast but went on too slow.. de feeling was so instant but yet so lasting.. u get alot of feelings.. confused, sad, dead, lost of hope, dull, but at de sametime.. u really found out who's caring for u.. who will give u comfort n hope..
things always happen so fast.. dont they? u can be happy de first moment but sad in de next min.. n things keep on adding up.. strangly enough.. u rmb de sad ones more then de happy ones.. de sad moments always see so big, so strong.. that u thought it gave u a BIG impact.. but then de happy ones are just like passing very fast.. in an instant n its gone..
recently all de "BIG" things happen.. so sad.. so tired of it.. my dad's case.. now going for at least 2 months jail? o.O plus 8k fine.. zzz~ then doing hw in de late night.. is also out of de question.. u'll hear my grandma nagging.. while my mum understands n just told me to sleep eariler if its possible.. like my CD ppt.. i do until 1am +.. my mum was still ok with it.. cos its a hw! have to be done! but my grandma was like.. nagging.. not that i blame her.. just that i hope she can understand! she goes like.. shui liao la.. bu yao wan le! why i wan to play until midnight for?! n furthermore.. i'm doing a PPT! not a game.. u can clearly see that.. but she just say bu yao wan le.. then i say i do finish jiu sleep.. then she wait until bu nai fan then just say.. u wanna sleep u sleep don wan u continue.. don care u le.. i'm SAD! i wish she could understand! T__T if i can.. i ALSO WAN TO SLEEP! >.<>
i also keep on getting hurt these few days.. like i can just get scratched when i sit on de stairs.. its true de stairs are a bit rough.. but get scratch by it until bleed?! i cant believe it.. =.= my feet also.. i just scratch scratch scratch then bleed le.. my are also de same.. then my other feet like get hit or something? o.O pain pain de.. plus red red also.. i'm so blurr about this injuries! i until go bath then notice ooh~ yuan lai po pi le.. my feet is until when i walk that time pain pain de then i know.. @_@ wats happening to me?
i just hope that for de rest of de days for these week can pass smoothly.. i just wan to get it over with n rest.. i really need a break..
u cheer me up so i can fly again.. u gave me hope so i can smile again.. thank you! ^^
