STILL LOST.. IN HOPE? @_@
hey hey~! i don really know wat to say.. lols.. anyway.. just dropping by to say hi~ i'm still feeling abit lost n unbalance.. so i guess i feel this way for a while ba.. but don worry ok! I"M ALRIGHT DE! ^^ just feeling lost n unbalanced..
i guess i'm used to him b y my side le.. last time for anything will think of him de.. now his not there.. abit don know go where de gan jue.. but i can find my balance de.. SO DON WORRY! xD
hais.. don talk about him le la.. de close ones will know wat happen.. i will tell u all de.. anyway.. these few days busy doing projects.. ALMOST DONE LE! ^^ e-learning week not that hard.. hehes~ but i still prefer sch la.. lols.. yst went back (to sch) to collect my hardisk from wen kai.. but end up taking de violin lesson also.. LOLS! cos teacher zai ma.. our lesson is alternate week de.. but since i there n take lor.. LOLS! learn quiet alot of points.. hand abit stiff.. =.= position also.. LOLS! de shoulder n all.. natural but stiff.. LOLS! anyway its fun.. after that me, wenkai, a gal n shaojun went to de staff cafe there eat lunch.. its nice lor! de food there are nice also~~ i eat de nasi georing.. fried rice lai de.. SHOCK! hahas~ thanks for bring me there wenkai n shaojun! ^^
reach home quiet late nor.. then abit lost.. cos on de train i don know wan to think about him ma.. lols! to end up i find ps n xanthus to chat with me.. but ps didnt saw that msg!! *screams~!* lols~! then i chat with xanthus a while.. too tired to think anymore.. then went to sleep.. lols..
that was yst.. today was relaxing at home.. finally..! hahas.. doing my things.. slowed my pace.. so.. i feel that i can relax.. after all that have happened.. at least i got sometime to my own.. hahas..
i was listening to music in de morning.. S.H.E de yi yan wan nian.. (ya.. jaz's blog de song.. LOLS!) but its a NICE SONG! ^^ ancient love.. much more powerful than our love nowadays.. at de sametime, i also went up to de internet to search for window media de skins.. too tired to do hw le.. today was mainly for resting.. watched death note 2 n NANA in de morning.. it was a nice show.. but everything i do seems to remind me of my relationship.. AHHH~! I WANNA BREAK FREE FROM IT! zzz~
late afternoon went to jaz de house.. help her tune her gu zheng.. then told them about wat happened.. doesnt really wan to rmb it.. i tend to forget.. but i know i need to tlak about it.. cos sometimes i cannot keep in my heart any longer le..
and sorry jason.. not that i don wan to tell ni.. just that i also don know where to start.. if can i rather leave it be.. cos i got nothing to say about le.. n tired of facing it le.. sorry.. but thanks alot.. jaz n j.. ham n my 3 sisters.. ^^ *HUGGIES!!!*
rainbows above everything! ^^ cheer up~
